NB-042
OPEN
2026-05
A reading of Homer's thymos / noos / psyche trichotomy as a productive multiplicity rather than a precursor to the unitary self. Connects to the flagship essay.
Connections: Deleuze · Guattari · Homer
Open question: How does this reading change when applied to the Odyssey?
NB-039
READING
2026-04
Shostakovich and Tonal Memory
Reading Shostakovich's late string quartets as a study in what music remembers. The Testimony memoir anchors the biographical reading.
Connections: Shostakovich · Testimony · memory
Open question: Does trauma compose differently than joy?
NB-035
DRAFT
2026-03
Reading Deleuze on the Body Without Organs
A close reading of A Thousand Plateaus, plateau 6. The BwO as a limit, not a destination.
Connections: Deleuze · Guattari · Plato · Timaeus
Open question: Is the BwO a concept or an experience?
NB-031
CLOSED
2026-02
Mead, Self, and the Cat
George Herbert Mead's “I” and “Me” applied to comparative cognition in domestic cats. The conclusion: selfhood in cats is plausible but not the same self.
Connections: Mead · comparative cognition
Open question: What would settle the question empirically?
NB-028
READING
2026-01
Hebbian Learning and Memory
Working through Hebb's original 1949 paper and modern restatements. The current computational project is grounded here.
Connections: Hebb · neuroscience · computational neuroscience
Open question: How does spike-timing-dependent plasticity fit?
NB-024
OPEN
2025-12
Damasio on the Feeling of What Happens
A first pass through Damasio's distinction between emotion and feeling. The feeling is what the self is for.
Connections: Damasio · consciousness · self
Open question: How does the somatic marker hypothesis survive criticism?
NB-019
DRAFT
2025-11
The Iliad as a Study in Registers
Reading the Iliad not as a story but as a phenomenological study of how selfhood registers — affective, perceptual, reflective — at different moments.
Connections: Homer · phenomenology · Deleuze
Open question: Which register does the opening of Book I invoke?
NB-014
CLOSED
2025-10
Anne Rice and the Architecture of Memory
A reading of Interview with the Vampire as a meditation on what is preserved when the body is not. Memoir as the form of immortality.
Connections: Anne Rice · memory · narrative
Open question: Why does this novel still work after fifty years?
NB-011
READING
2025-09
On Shakespeare and the Willing Self
Troilus and Cressida as a study in a self that knows what it wants and refuses to want it. The Importance of Being Earnest as the parody.
Connections: Shakespeare · Wilde · rhetoric
Open question: Is the willing self possible?
NB-007
OPEN
2025-08
Nirvana, Loud, and the Body in Pain
A first reading of Cobain's lyrics as documents of a body in pain. The Kurt-derived question: what does popular music know that the philosophical tradition does not?
Connections: Nirvana · popular music · embodiment
Open question: What does the popular song remember?
NB-003
DRAFT
2025-07
Bizet and the Architecture of Desire
Carmen as a study in what cannot be willed. The opera form as a way of holding desire at a distance.
Connections: Bizet · opera · Merleau-Ponty
Open question: Is opera a method?
NB-001
CLOSED
2025-06
The Archive as Form
A reflection on whether keeping an intellectual archive changes what is being archived. Probably yes.
Connections: Archive · memory · autobiography
Open question: Will this still be true in twenty years?
Twelve entries · maintained as a living bibliography · last revised 2026.